Alejandro

At this point in my life. I can say truly that I am very happy. I just turned 21 years old this past Tuesday and there isn't a change in what I can do other than use my own ID to go to clubs and bars but the best part is that I enjoyed and celebrated my birthday with my siblings or in my words.. 'my Parent's other kids.' :) haha. My great friends were there as well, I loved it. By far, the best birthday I've ever had, and I would like to Thank you those who made it possible. Thank you :).

I am now employed. My very first 'Retail' gig :) haha. It just so happens to be at the coolest shop alive ! It's practically OFF THE WALL, yes I work at Vans :) haha. I am very new to retail but its been so far very decent, the people there are very cool, mad awesome, and helpful. Really appreciate their sincerity.

I'm still a high school drop-out and a college NMI ! (College-Never Made It) lol. But hopefully in September I can go back to the program I was in, well at least I hope that Mr. Spratt guy wasn't bullshitting me D: .

I've met the pretty, the ugly, the spectacular, the weirdos, the cocky, the bitch, the whores, the wannabe players, and most definitely met the greatest within the past 20 years of my life :) Most of them are still my friends LOL :) and the rest.. well they're history.

My boyfriend, well my girlfriend; and so I say. He's been wonderful. I mean, we don't peedeeaye but its cool. I totally respect that. I can see him gradually becoming more and more of a boyfriend that he is, haha if that makes any sense. We're like totally just a like yet total opposites. I want him to know that I appreciate him, appreciate who he is, what he does, and the things he say. I do. Even though I tell him I don't like it when he looks at me.. change, talk, eat, or just laying there etc. I honestly love the way he looks at me even though it makes me feel weird LOL because my self esteem isn't all great lol.

Kamerin, Kamerin Kamerin. My 3 year old son. He's the greatest :). My night & day. People have so much to say about my way of being a Mother. Yes I am a total bad one, but I never said I was a great mother. I never expected the recognition of being one. At least I'm not abandoning my son when he needs me and I miss him. I love my baby, he's the man of my life. The one I would never turn against. I love him, he's the one man that I know will love me truly and honestly without a doubt, without judging me, without getting jealous, without a care about what I say, do or look like. Because I am his Mother.

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Lose Yourself.

Hi,.

I'm at the point in the day where I'm about to just snap out. Maybe its postpartum depression of turning twenty one and finally being officially legalized. But I doubt it, highly doubt it at that. I am so not happy anymore. Everything but my jobs are making me happy. I honestly am not happy with what I'm doing. I'm not lazy, trust me on that. I just feel like I'm about to have a melt down. I'm not happy. I'm not happy at all. It makes me so frustrated to know that I am driving myself crazy.. with all these decisions to make and I'm so lost in the sauce right now. Oh my gosh... I can cry a whole river for myself but I refuse to girl about this. Why cry? I can get through anything. This shouldn't stop me from being happy but it is.. it really is.

That's all I got to say right now.

But I will add that I want a career, not just a job.

Who Wants A Billion Dollars?

.. It's a 'wow' night.

I live.

[I could really use a wish right now.
Although I know wishes don't come true.
It just happens.]

I got myself a job. It's been twenty days or so since I quit and now I'm on the move again. I can say that I am very proud of myself. But with the whole school thing, I'm slacking. I'm not happy..; maybe I spoke too soon before. *sigh. I don't know what to do. I think this coming Monday, I will definitely go up to the school I'm supposed to be attending everyday from twelve thirty in the afternoon until four thirty in the evening. But since the first day that I was there, I never came back. Did I mention that I'm a failure at life? Story of my life..

[Paramore - Use Somebody (cover)]

I am phoneless now. I've been phoneless for a minute now, almost a month. ALMOST. I kind of sort of like it that way though. I like to roam the city without anyone bothering me. Even though sometimes it's always good to have someone to talk to while you're just shopping or to receive a text from a friend but I'd rather be alone sometimes. I sound all extra emo but I'm not. I just like to have time to myself sometimes. The city is my favorite place. It's where my heart lies. I love Philadelphia even with it's craziness.. wait, that's why I love it so much.


P.s. I just signed up for a plan with At&t. $59.99 a month, I think. Hm.. interesting. I gotta call to confirm my order on Monday, lets see how it all works. Womp womp. Haha.

[Jason Mraz - Geek in the Pink.]

I've been dating this Mexicanlooking Cambodian for a while now. I totally completely adores him. I sincerely can say that I can fall hard, but I won't. I know he hearts me completely. Well he better, at least lol!... We're the funniest people together. I crack myself up with him. We joke, we laugh, we eat, we sleep. We sex, we watch shows, and movies, we're blunt.. What more can I say? We're like the Perfect Two :).

... Theres this kid on Facebook and he's telling me that he wants to marry me. Oh my gosh..

Feels like I'm wearing a size Ten.

Theres way too much going on in my life right. A death that shouldn't have affected me as much as it has. Goodnight Joey :) Heads held high always. I'll always remember you. - I'm enrolled into a school/program that is making me do more work than I should have to to get my Diploma. My job interview is constantly being rescheduled due to lack of sturdy ideas of what I'm going to do. With school in the way and everything else just pulls me down under. I feel so under stress but I refuse to be stressed out. I simply refuse it.

My Daddy's birthday was Yesterday. Happy Birthday Daddy, I love you. You're still my #1:). Always.

I'm just on my pursuit of happiness.

I think I'm going to lay off school for now and just work until September comes, what the hell. It's driving me insane.. TOTALLY insane. Ugh.

That Brand New Stuff :)

So I'm just sitting here on a Friday night :) feeling nice, a couple shots of whatever the hell Footsie had mixed up for me to try, haha. Just ordered my cleats and I am very happy. Cook out is tomorrow and grocery shopping is the first thing to do early in the morning :) Hopefully Sis doesn't pump fake, for real..

I LIKE:

Jr Total90 Shoot III FG (Toddler/Youth) by
Nike Kids

That's a preview of my cleats until I get them :)

My Girlfriend suggested that I should get these so we can match. Well the whole thing was that I was very indecisive on which pair to get.. so yeah. lol!


Today was very nuts, almost.. lol

I went downtown with my friends :) Nasan Fluellen & Dora Moy! I love these two weirdos. haha it was something to always remember :) I love you guys and Luna too!!! haha.




P.s.
I tripped because he's just like me. :)

I Love No Boobies :)

Hi, :) It's almost already obvious as to what this entry will be about. Boobies, well that's what you think. Theres much more to it. My facebook name is 'Julie No-Boobie' chea son, friend request me and maybe I'll think about accepting the request or ignoring it, haha.

Well I bought these stickers the other day that says.. 'I love Boobies.' Can't really relate to me in any way because I have No Boobies, so I was like what the hey, I'll use my nogin and be creative :) so I bought, brought it home, showed my girlfriend, got bored later on the next morning and started drawing on it.. I wrote 'NO' on the heart. So it reads.. 'I love NO Boobies' - which is totally freaking rad because my name isn't just for facebook or from facebook. My good friend Stephanie Phanthavong gave me that name when I called her 'Step On Me' haha. (you can try to friend request her also:]).

But the thing is, the stickers I bought, the money for it went to a Breast Cancer Awareness foundation which is great :). I truly rock the pink ribbon proudly like the way I represent the Rainbow one :) with a smile. CHEA!

So I'm suggesting others to go out and buy the stickers too :) You can purchase it at Zumiez :) Oh yeah, I applied for a job there, I hope I get it, haha. Cross your fingers, freakos.

I've taken some pictures, check it :)












I also bought these other stickers which caught my attention because my girlfriend has shirts that is from the same company, I think. Well it says 'I love Haters.' and trust me, I love them :) HAHA.. hey ters is what I call them, or ' hey terds ' Well it's pretty neat. I like it :) You can also purchase it there at the same store but the money you spend for this one doesn't go to the Foundation for the Breast Cancer Awareness. It's cool though, it's pretty neat.



I eat haters for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.. even after sex!

Oh yeah, the stickers were intentionally bought in the thought of my 'cooler than a burn book.' Because it's not a burn book, it's cool ass shit :)





Alright, too da loo mother fuckers :)

INTRO: This is what my brain is filled with.




I am a pure full blooded weirdo :). Hi, my name is Juicebox Julie. Most of my codes are '6189' because it's my birthday and plus so everyone can remember it when it comes! haha, kid you. Definitely not your average everyday ordinary kind of person. Such a rebel, but you gotta love me for it :). My son is now three and he's almost taller than me, haha. I'm a high school drop-out, and fist pump addict (insider) lol! Oh yeah, I don't judge.. not at all. My girlfriend is Cambodian :), he's so cute. Oh yeah, I have nothing against Miley Cyrus and the whole racist picture pose; who gives a shit? Go Miley! haha. I love Wawa's F'real Strawberry Banana Shake :), freaken fave ever!!! Hoagies are the best there also, haha. Oh yeah, I laugh a lot, literally. ANDDDDD... I am super duper uper oooper doooper woooper BLUNT :). Brutally, at that. - I am a MAN of my words. PAYOW.








Speak No Evil. Hear No Evil. See No Evil. (that's only because I'm evil. lol)






Kamerin; he is by far.. beyond greatness. The one who will never judge me and just love me.








She is; My Sister, Best Friend, Heart. I love her :) This is Beans.






She can go to an interview and answer every question on point, and it would be an interview about me :) Chea! This is Elle.







This is My Girlfriend :).






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I told you.. 'friends for life.'

That happened on Easter Sunday !?

Yeah, it's been about a month almost since I've updated my BLOG :) and for sure I've missed it and have thought about updating it but fail to do so and so since I have a lot more time on my hands now, I thought that maybe I can do it tonight, chea !

So I will start this entry with a BAM then a WOW, then a OH EM GEE.. ; yup. Heres the BAM. I quit my job at Boston Market today to start my day off. Not the smartest move yet not the dumbest either. Then I took this 'really waste of a time but I guess it gave time and reason for ventilation of the soul' AND I am totally going to skip this part because A FUCKING BUG JUST FLEW PASS ME THEN LANDED ON MY SHOULDER THAN SHIT WAS BIG ASS FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GINORMOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh I can't believe I did not even scream like a BOTCH! I so have goosebumps right now, now how can I sleep normal? FML. I'ma be so mad now. URGHHH!! That shit violated my privacy, literally invaded my space, shit was on my SHOULDER!!... ewwwww! ugh, stupid freakbug.


(so I'm literally plotting on this bug, lol!!!!!)

anyways, so yeah.. and then I finally got back home, and was trying to find a peace of mind and watch some Spartacus: Blood and Sand but these two Freakos decided to come home from a BBQ drunk and parade their lives in the room and Princess, whom was one of them, started coming at me, blah blah Long story short, they were supposed to go somewhere but end up not going then out of no where, Princess comes up asking me to drive the car or something to take Joey home, then for some reason, he says 'alright want to see me make it official?' then he started clicking around on FB with his drunk ass all in the wrong section but like he requested the relationship on my account for his and signed off mine then signed on his and accepted it. LOL WAIT, did you guys not get that? I officially have a Girlfriend now :) That's the WOW, sorta. lol.

The Oh my gosh would be.. I have two friends who are complete MORs. I hate the both of them as much as I love them, and I really want to just smack of them.

RECAP.

So many birthdays this week. Jeezus D:

March 2: Kamerin's & Sean's Birthday.
March 4: Kimleng's Birthday.
March 5: Grizzly's Birthday.

March 7: Black's, Jeffrey's & Timothy's Birthday.

Oh my gosh D:

I didn't even mention NEXT week's birthday balls ah.. D:

It's like everyone wanted to have sex and make babies around this time of year, or at least early enough to all give birth this time of year.. jeezus. Babies popping out of no where like groundhogs, LOL!

T H R E E.

My little booger turned 3 today :)

Happy Birthday K A M E R I N, Mommy loves you, regardless of what everyone else says.. You're my Night&Day :).

Slanted Eye Red Sunday :)

It's the Slanted Eye People's New Years today :) + It's Valentine's Day.. aka Red Day. But since I'm not a fan of either. This blog is just because it's a Sunday :). Listening to Cassidy, cause Motherfucker I'm ILL! haha..

I'm with BigFoot Amanda, and TieDye Tyler :) lol!

Justin Bieber- Baby is blowing through the four speakers lol! :)

What a boring unproductive Sunday haha.

Well let's recap. Last night was great :) By far, the best time I've had with my Family in a longggggggggggggggggggggggggg while. Even though my Mommy's son did curse at me because I wrapped myself in the long fireworks and broke it LOL, but I apologized lol!!! like, 'I apologize.' haha,I mean what more can you say after someone says that? N O T H I N G. haha.

But overall it was GREAT. I loved it. I love my Mommy & Daddy so much. My baby brother & eldest sister, and my parent's other two kids, but one wasn't there so boo her. HAHA.

Fell in Love at the Pet Store.

So today, a good friend of mine took me to the pet store after we had something to eat from 11th & Washington. (the things that happened inside that restaurant was funny, haha. She started to sing and knocked over a whole cup of ice water as she was opening the menu, haha. Funny.) Well anyways.. we were contemplating on what to do next..

we headed to Target and I did a quick run-through there, haha I practically dragged my friend throughout the whole entire store as I did my quick skim-through to see if they had what I was looking for. (Onesies.)

Well afterwards, we were going to go to Delaware but we didn't because you see, I've been dealing with my big horrible migraine for the past 3 days and it was killing me, and you're probably wondering why was I out, but if you really think about it, staying and laying around wouldn't help either so yeah, Fresh Air was what I needed it. Well yeah so then I had an idea to go to the Pet Store and that's what we did.

We visited Monster's Pet. Oh how I love that place so much. I really wanted a bulldog and a Pug for the longest. They're so cute, short and stubby :). We checked out the Guinea Pigs first because I'm planning to pick up some in March :). Then we checked out Snakes/Reptiles because I am not afraid of them, haha. I actually love them, so cool.. so different. Has that Fearless Vibe to it, haha.

Then I couldn't help but run to the back, and check out the Puppies :) We saw Cats first.. ew, lol. So I went straight for the Puppies.. and Oh my gosh, I think I failed... :( This happens everytime! I always end up wanting to buy the whole store haha. They're just too cute. The English BullDog stole my heart right after I fell in love with the Jug :) It's a mix Jack Terrier & a Pug, So it's a Jug, my first time seeing this :) So cute.. I have pictures. The Bulldog is just too cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


This is the one he wants :) haha

Grew Up but still a Screw Up.

I just felt like this entry was kinda sorta necessary but IT IS however relevant to my life, and what's been going on, and how I've transformed and grew up. Now realize, I never said I've matured into a grown ass woman. No, sorry. I am still a Big Baby, or you can say YOUNG adult. But whatever you call it, I'm still not ready to be what my Parents are. That's a lot of pressure and work, and I'm still young and I want to explore the world before I am fully tied the hell down. :) With that said, I feel better to move right along with my entry, haha.

Well, it was until 5 months ago did I realize how stupid I am. Yup, I said it, 'Stupid.' Well, but then I will always be stubborn and arrogant about the things I choose to do in and with my life.. it's ridiculously insane but it's cool, I'll live. Well my 'Realization' of my Stupidity kicked in and I was 'homeless.' Yes, I said it, 'Homeless.' For the first time in my life, I finally realized what it meant to have no family support, what so ever. Although it wasn't my first time to encounter something so random during the start of the Holiday Seasons, it was weird but hey.. I wasn't the one who came crawling back! I remain standing strong, even if it was alone.. I refused to fall. Alone, scared, and hopeless.. as long as I was strong at heart, and remained believing in what was in my heart, Nothing Else Should have Mattered; and Nothing Did. Nope. Well anyways I don't even know why I got all sentimental there for a second but yeah. So let's bullet this:

- one. I got kicked out.
- two. during the holidays.
- three. I was homeless.
- four. Well we didn't get that far yet. lol

Well.. yeah, Thanks to Good Friends, I am better than I was. Thank Gosh :)

Well I am actually trying to Upload pictures and post them but Photobucket.com is making mad.. so I'll continue later. D;

Am Sick ? :(

So last night, out of no where, unexpectingly.. I felt so poopie. I couldn't even focus right. My brain was hurting and I couldn't breathe normally, (like that's shocking or anything but still.) My body felt so heated. I know what you're probably thinking.. Take Medication, Asshole'. No, I don't take medication, I'm a Natural Healer :) But that's sad for me because that means I just have to put up with my big ginormous migraines, etc. But Mister Popeye over here, kinda sorta talked me into taking one, and I did. :( But it made me feel worse, like I was on drugs, high or something.. but its okay, because today I feel better, just a little better. So I'm happy, I supposed.

I switched work days with a co-employee so I won't be working today and I will be working on Saturday D:, sounds like a bummer but it's cool. I don't mind, at all.

I went to the Dental Office yesterday afternoon and had my teeth cleaned. For the FIRST time, it hurted, she was rough. Jerk. But okay. I guess she still hates me (the Dentist Lady). Oh well, her problem, not mine.

Today, I will try to make my day productive but doing things I need to do. Blah :(

Another One? :)

Earlier today while being snowed in and yes I am still snowed in at Popeye's house. LOL with the same goonies but with 2 extras :) Khotton Kandy & J-Free, they're doing the usual, playing games on the XBOX 360.. that is. Well as I was saying.. I received a phone call from PennEnvironment, regarding a job I had applied for the other day or so they say 'yesterday'. I don't remember exactly but yeah. It's going to be on Monday at 11 in the a.m. It's located in the same building as my Orthodontic's Office. I am real familiar with this place because a couple years ago.. summers ago, I was hired for a job there. But I couldn't take it because of the hours and I just recently had given birth so yeah.. Wow. :) Another Job Interview :).

Job Description: It's a Campaigning type of Job. Has to do with the Green Earth, and keeping it Healthy. You know.. Global Warming and such.


.. Hm, well I'm on my monthly and I'm like super sensitive. I'm not a botch or anything when I'm on it but I am severely VULNERABLE :(


the fagbag isn't back from Blue Mountains yet, he has all of my snow winter gear.. lol!



This is me last night when the girls were getting ready, lol I didn't want to get ready yet. I preferred Ghetti :)


Them getting ready.. lol.




Ghetti :)

Meet Me on the Field :)

So... Rugby is back :). I'm going to be 'New' to this sport so I would like to wish myself luck :) haha. The Clinic Meet is in 2 weeks or so. The 21st of February, I believe. It's going to be In-Doors. I really don't have any of my gears from the past sports I've played. This just means that I'll be 'Gear' Shopping soon :) Yesss sir !! I'm so excited because I can't wait to pick out my cleats haha, for in-doors & out. I also gotta' go get a Physical done, which means a visit to the doctors is necessary and scheduling an appointment would make a lot of sense right now. Since it's a Saturday, the office is closed so I guess I'll wait until Monday when I have to go visit the dang 'School District' once again..

Sigh* This whole school thing is stressing me, wait a minute. Let's not say 'School' thing, the staffs of the school are stressing me. It's like they don't know what they're doing which really bothers me because when I have questions that are relevant to their job criteria or fields; I am definitely expecting an answer or answers, at least ones that makes some sense, or any sense at all.

(facebooking as I'm blogging :) )

So yeah, there was a bit of anger there but that's it, just for the time it takes to read it, then after that I'm not angry anymore.

I am currently snowed in with these 3 freaks, and 1 gamer :) haha. It's so Beautiful Outside :). I love it ! & I'm definitely OFF today because my manager just texted me and said that WE ARE C L O S E D !! Chea !!

The other 2 weirdos went Snow Boarding in the Mountains, the Blue one.. haha.

Anyways.. back to what's supposed to be discussed here.

Rugby :) I can't wait.. I can NOT wait.


Song of the Day: Cassidy - I'm Ill!
Currently listening to: Paramore - Use Somebody (Cover from Kings of Leon)

Never Ever.

If he don't love me by now, he never will. - Ciara.

Game Face ON :D

So, I've facebooked the next couple statements already but this is my Blogger so it's cool that I'm saying it again, Chea! At this point in my life, I'm starting to begin to think about what I want to do with my life and in it. I want success, and I want to BE successful. I will settle for that only, nothing more, nothing less. I am putting my game face on ;D

When I wake up after going to sleep, I will be going to this school in South Philadelphia to try to enroll myself back into school. I lost my state I.D. (pretty dumb move but shit happens.) so I hope they won't make a big deal about it, HOPEFULLY. Jeez. I hope everything works out tomorrow for school, I'm trying to seriously get my Diploma and get it over with so I can go and apply to be a firefighter then do better things with my life, :).

Training at the Gallery tomorrow from 4 to 8pm. I'm not sure exactly what's going on because I don't think I'm getting paid for being trained, which is strange. Mm Hm.

We'll see what's going on, I'll ask more questions tomorrow ;)

Kamerin's turning 3 in March! :D. I'm trying to throw a party but I'm not sure what to really do. Chuck E Cheese is already a thumbs up but that's always for the day after his big celebration so I'm undecided, his Dad wants me to do the planning because he's not good at it and also not good at sticking to his words so yeah, makes a whole lot of sense.


Rugby starts in MARCH!!!!! Chea !!


and as for the relationship status, I am still single, still exploring, not really.. I'm only living. He's still cute, and I'm still enjoying his presence. :D

Better Days :D

So, it's been a while since I've really paid this blog any mind. I've done a lot lately. I finally got a hired for a second job :), totally a 'yes fist pump' thing.. haha. I'm about to enroll myself back into school but theres a catch to it, I'm going to be going to one of the worse schools known in Philadelphia D: Practically registering myself into hell. But it's cool, I'll be alright :).

I haven't seen my parent's other kids in about 3 months or so. I'm not looking forward to seeing them at all anytime soon. So yeah.

I spoke to my parent's eldest daughter today. She's about to give birth. Pretty weird moment we had but it was better than us arguing or something, eh.

My Mother & Father are trying to get me to move back home, I don't really want to. I want to live on my own. I want to be independent. It's hard, I'm not going to lie. I wish I made better money but apparently I can't. Recession is a bitch, but it's cool.. at least I got a job, well two, so I won't complain. Leave it to the people who are struggling far worse than I am.

As for Relationships, I'm not interested, sorry. I am trying to bag this person but he likes to remain Anonymous for all reasons and so forth so I'll respect that and won't even attempt to mess up 'his game'. It's not my style anyways. I'm still doing me; having fun, working; as long as I'm happy for a moment.. I'll be alright.

Valentine's Day is coming up, I made Reservations at 'Fuego De Chao.' It's a Brazilian Steakhouse, something like that. It'll be my first time there. This year for this supposedly made up 'Love Day', I am not planning on being all crazy about it. I just want to have dinner and enjoy the presence of whomever.. just because it's a Sunday :).

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JuiceBox 2010.

That's crazy. It's a brand new year.. why are people still trying to hold me back. Dude.. let the hell go, I'm on to the next. Peace, Love, & Clean Draws :D