Alejandro

At this point in my life. I can say truly that I am very happy. I just turned 21 years old this past Tuesday and there isn't a change in what I can do other than use my own ID to go to clubs and bars but the best part is that I enjoyed and celebrated my birthday with my siblings or in my words.. 'my Parent's other kids.' :) haha. My great friends were there as well, I loved it. By far, the best birthday I've ever had, and I would like to Thank you those who made it possible. Thank you :).

I am now employed. My very first 'Retail' gig :) haha. It just so happens to be at the coolest shop alive ! It's practically OFF THE WALL, yes I work at Vans :) haha. I am very new to retail but its been so far very decent, the people there are very cool, mad awesome, and helpful. Really appreciate their sincerity.

I'm still a high school drop-out and a college NMI ! (College-Never Made It) lol. But hopefully in September I can go back to the program I was in, well at least I hope that Mr. Spratt guy wasn't bullshitting me D: .

I've met the pretty, the ugly, the spectacular, the weirdos, the cocky, the bitch, the whores, the wannabe players, and most definitely met the greatest within the past 20 years of my life :) Most of them are still my friends LOL :) and the rest.. well they're history.

My boyfriend, well my girlfriend; and so I say. He's been wonderful. I mean, we don't peedeeaye but its cool. I totally respect that. I can see him gradually becoming more and more of a boyfriend that he is, haha if that makes any sense. We're like totally just a like yet total opposites. I want him to know that I appreciate him, appreciate who he is, what he does, and the things he say. I do. Even though I tell him I don't like it when he looks at me.. change, talk, eat, or just laying there etc. I honestly love the way he looks at me even though it makes me feel weird LOL because my self esteem isn't all great lol.

Kamerin, Kamerin Kamerin. My 3 year old son. He's the greatest :). My night & day. People have so much to say about my way of being a Mother. Yes I am a total bad one, but I never said I was a great mother. I never expected the recognition of being one. At least I'm not abandoning my son when he needs me and I miss him. I love my baby, he's the man of my life. The one I would never turn against. I love him, he's the one man that I know will love me truly and honestly without a doubt, without judging me, without getting jealous, without a care about what I say, do or look like. Because I am his Mother.