Grew Up but still a Screw Up.

I just felt like this entry was kinda sorta necessary but IT IS however relevant to my life, and what's been going on, and how I've transformed and grew up. Now realize, I never said I've matured into a grown ass woman. No, sorry. I am still a Big Baby, or you can say YOUNG adult. But whatever you call it, I'm still not ready to be what my Parents are. That's a lot of pressure and work, and I'm still young and I want to explore the world before I am fully tied the hell down. :) With that said, I feel better to move right along with my entry, haha.

Well, it was until 5 months ago did I realize how stupid I am. Yup, I said it, 'Stupid.' Well, but then I will always be stubborn and arrogant about the things I choose to do in and with my life.. it's ridiculously insane but it's cool, I'll live. Well my 'Realization' of my Stupidity kicked in and I was 'homeless.' Yes, I said it, 'Homeless.' For the first time in my life, I finally realized what it meant to have no family support, what so ever. Although it wasn't my first time to encounter something so random during the start of the Holiday Seasons, it was weird but hey.. I wasn't the one who came crawling back! I remain standing strong, even if it was alone.. I refused to fall. Alone, scared, and hopeless.. as long as I was strong at heart, and remained believing in what was in my heart, Nothing Else Should have Mattered; and Nothing Did. Nope. Well anyways I don't even know why I got all sentimental there for a second but yeah. So let's bullet this:

- one. I got kicked out.
- two. during the holidays.
- three. I was homeless.
- four. Well we didn't get that far yet. lol

Well.. yeah, Thanks to Good Friends, I am better than I was. Thank Gosh :)

Well I am actually trying to Upload pictures and post them but Photobucket.com is making mad.. so I'll continue later. D;