I'm a Big Boy now.

The title is just me being a bit silly, I guess. Well I'm off today :D. All the time in the world to do absolutely NOTHING. Oh please..

Well, I have bills to pay every end of the month now. I'm also in debt with my phone bill, ugh.. great, I hope this isn't another repetition of 2005 again, those were the worse 'phone bill' issues of my life. I'll get through.. eventually. Anyways, I'm also searching for an apartment or house for rent, I can't live under someone elses' roof anymore, gotta' have own. I never said I was "Miss Independent." I'm just doing my own thing. Big Difference.

My GM from time to time would talk to me about moving up.. (management possibilities.) I can dig that. Shoot, whatever helps me get by, I'll take. But right now, I'm more focus on doing my job and getting points for doing it so when I do ever eventually move up, I will have all the knowledge that I need to do so. Can't fuck up there.. no sir.

Speaking of work; Kamerin calls me while I'm at work now :D. I love it. He asked, "Mommy, what are you doing?" - So heartwarming, I needed it, badly. Made me happy and feel so loved. It made me missed him so much more, wanted his Dad to bring him up to see me at work, but the sucker wouldn't do it, (understandable).

All this moving out, and living on my own, and working again.. I totally forgot about the "Gateway to College" interview that I have on December 9th, 2009 at like 1:45 p.m. (FREAK!) I think I am so going to miss it.. I'm so fucked. I gotta think of something..

Being called "Stuck up" - Man, It doesn't really mean a damn thing when a random crumb ass trick or dude calls me that because they don't know, but when a friend, a person I consider a friend, a person I'm cool with calls me that shit.. man, I definitely get mad offended. It's plain rude and fucked up because if you were truly my friend, you wouldn't fucking call me that because you should know already that I'm nothing like that, and I'm not that at all. I don't think I'm better than anyone else. That's not my style. I just do me.

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1.Person who thinks they're better than everyone else, except within their clique of friends. Most often a stuck up person is also really fake, they are also extremely conceited.

This is taken from the Urban Dictionary at urbandictionary.com




Chill youngboul.