16 inches & I'm jumping out the window with this one.

Very long post title but its cool. So I chopped off 16 inches worth of my hair yesterday. :D Its crazy but its cool. I've been waiting for this day for awhile now. I did it for Locks of Love, for Myself, for my son, for the people in need of what I have that I can always get back eventually. I'd rather give than take. I'd rather feel so good about myself for helping someone and putting a smile on their face, or making their life just a bit better or brighter than feel good about a compliment for my beautiful long hair. I'd feel so much better for being recognized for the good of giving. :D and for that, I'd like to say Thank you Birdy for working with me to do this and Shorty (Lynn), thank you for the support. :D

Locks of Love, forever :D

I will post up pictures when I have more time :D.



PEACE, Love, and Clean Draws! :D

Moving on Up..

So today my manager came up to me and spoke to me about Moving up into Management :D

Sexual Interests.

"Girls, yall can have them all. I don't want them, none of them. They can't handle my kind of love, it's cool though. I'll be alright." _ jbox.

Although I may have a person's name tatted to my lower left bikini line. (Does that make sense?) It's cool. I'm not ashamed of it. I can say without lying to myself or anyone else that I never regret it at all. Didn't even cross my mind. Why should I? I did it because It's what I wanted, and he is who I loved. But he doesn't want or love me anymore. That's cool too. I'm taking it harder than I should because I know I can't help but to just keep it moving. (wompers.)

I'm mad because these other cats out here don't get me. I'm not like that. I'm just a cool ass person. I'm down for whatever, as long as you can take no for an answer once in a while then we're good.

The ones you want never wants you back but the ones that want you, you don't ever give yourself to. Why? Because you're not interested in them. DUH. People tend to ask that question and I have asked it myself like a dickhead but its cool. Everyone has their moments.

I have a change of heart. I am bi-sexual. I have been for a long while now. I was always more interested in guys than girls because girls.. tend to bug me, and they can be quite annoying. But then I met guys who are even worse with the girling.. ugh, total turn off but its cool though. "I'm just not interested."

I believe that I'm not meant to be with a guy. Some think they're too good for me and some think I'm not good enough for them. Same shit, just reworded. But that's how it is.

And some guys already found girls who want them as bad as I do.. D:


"Don't go looking for love, let it find you." Well love, where are you? because I'm right here, and I'm still waiting for you. Are you lost?


Hi, my mother named me Julie and I am bi-sexual. Don't like me? Look over there, there goes the door, bye :D.

Totally fucked myself over, hard.

I slacked off and now I'm paying for it. My one chance to make everything right at least one important part of my life, present & future brighter.. I killed it, like an idiot. What a fucking moron, I am. argh.. I hate myself for not loving myself enough, D:. Why Julie?

Tomorrow is the big day and I don't even have everything I need put together and ready to go. I fucked up again.. What the hell is wrong with me?

Tomorrow is the Big Day..

This is I believe by far my one and only chance left to get back into school to get my diploma once & for all.. D:

Strange People.

Sometimes I think I need to be trapped alone by myself all alone without no one around, nothing to touch, no music to hear, no noise to make, nothing. Sounds and seems pretty Emo right? Na, it is nothing like that. I just really as thought no one in this world really understands me. Maybe not the world but the city at least. Strange People, Strange Place.. Same Strange Things..different day.

.. no one gets me. D:

Only he does.

First Night Out to 'Roxy.'

Roxy was totally lame.. but we had a ball. HAHA, it was fun because we made it that way. There were a bunch of funny looking girls that were like 12-15 years old all up in that bitch.. totally threw everything off when parked right next to a car that was totally tagged up with "Class of 2010" "Seniors" Blah blah.. haha. Funny. But we had a ball, that's all that matters.

I did all types of dances, from ol' skool to no skool. LOLLLL.. it was freaken hilarious.

Shorty to my left was wilding too. HAHA, totally funny. Vance, Kenya, Carla, & Becca were all getting it in. Candy was slowly showing his moves, lol.. and Peaktra was too good to dance with 12 year olds except for when the Jerk song came on, he was excited and hype LOL.. was called out by some Indian dude, OLD HEAD as a matter of fact. Joey turned down 3 girls, and I was one of them, he stiffed us, fucker him. LOL.. Jimmy was getting it in too. HAHA

Overall, it was crazy chillen. But I must say, it was definitely HOT & HUMIDDDDDDD.. ewwwwww.


P.s. Ayo & Jeff was on their chill.

Kimmay & Bro Bro was drawling LOL... almost killed a white couple LOL!!!

Who's that? "Mommy."

Spent the night with my son last night. (and the whole day with him today until night came.) It was great, it was late.. didn't really expect him to still be up but walking into his room, I was presented with a big sweet smile :D. He was definitely happy to see his "Mommmy." I love my baby.. my heart & soul.

My son is the most daring baby ever, I swear to this. He's so bad, and he definitely throws punches that little two year olds shouldn't be throwing at anyone or anything. He protects his Momma from anyone and anything even his own Dad. LOL.. he shows his Dad no mercy, and his Dad knows it too :D. Funny..

He loves his cars, his Momma, and his Bottle. He loves the Ladies too haha.

Cars Cars Cars, he goes everywhere and does everything with his cars by his side, in his hands, on his bed.. literally. When one goes missing.. "Where my cars?? CARS CARS CARS.." He can't get enough of them, and he gets really excited to find new ones too or even old ones that went missing through out the days of his adventures lol!

For Christmas this year, I'm planning on getting him a 'Cars Powerwheel' :D. Totally awesomeee. Check it out.. Cars Powerwheel!

Do the 'Julie Do.'

Again, the entry title is just me being silly, I guess. Well anyways, I'm starting this one because I wanted to talk about my hair, haha. Typical girl thing, huh? Well this is totally going to be different. I definitely don't have the same typical taste as the rest of them, LOL. (kidding,.. but I'm serious.) Well there are couple female artists that have something similar to what I want, except they're slightly different.

First artist, Cassie.. her hair cut is in my opinion.. PHENOMENAL. I give this girl major mad props for having the balls to do it, like Nicki Minaj said.. "Step your pussy up." Haha, Cassie definitely did. She shaved partially almost half her head, and she definitely pulled it off. There are major haters but its cool, they're just not used to it yet. Typical human beings who aren't familiar to something called.."New" - There will always be haters when something "New" is introduced to the world, only because they've never seen it done before or expect it to be done by whomever, and in this case.. Cassie, herself (kilt them.) Love it girl. (This hair style has been done, but Cassie just proved that it can also be beautiful and not just crazy.)



Next artist is Rihanna, the infamous Hawkalicious mama. If you really compare her haircut/style from now & then, she definitely rocked this one best. I love it. I love the hawk and everything she does to it. Definitely killer look, and yes she did shaved both sides of her head. It's called "Style".. to those who don't really understand. :D Check it..



I wanted to introduce the two female artists before I introduced my idea of my own style.. although it's pretty odd, and weird. I want it. I have my reasons. To me, it makes sense. To others, it probably wouldn't and is probably a stupid idea but hey, remember who's blog you're reading, mine.. and I don't give a fuck about what others think of me. It's my life, I run it..

Ready? Here it goes.. I'm planning to shave the back of my head, most likely below the ears and down or around there. My reason for this is because for one, "jeezus chricee" (lol), I get knots back there, my hair gets real nappy for some reason, and no I don't have bad hair or dead hair. It's all natural and long, get it right. Plus on top of that, I always wanted to donate my hair to "Locks of Love" - (look it up.http://www.locksoflove.org/) But the thing is, it took me 3 years to grow my hair back from my above the shoulders by the neck all the way down to my ass. Come on, it's hard work in taking care of it and all... LOL mind you, my hair haven't met a pair of scissors SINCE, so hey, it's nervous too, my hair has feelings, man.

Plus, I grew my hair out just to donate it to "Locks of Love." but 10 inches of pure hair of mine will hurt..

But tune in for the next "WWJDn" (What Would Julie Do (next)?) haha, I have great ideas and plans for my hair, body, & mind.. :D

I'm a Big Boy now.

The title is just me being a bit silly, I guess. Well I'm off today :D. All the time in the world to do absolutely NOTHING. Oh please..

Well, I have bills to pay every end of the month now. I'm also in debt with my phone bill, ugh.. great, I hope this isn't another repetition of 2005 again, those were the worse 'phone bill' issues of my life. I'll get through.. eventually. Anyways, I'm also searching for an apartment or house for rent, I can't live under someone elses' roof anymore, gotta' have own. I never said I was "Miss Independent." I'm just doing my own thing. Big Difference.

My GM from time to time would talk to me about moving up.. (management possibilities.) I can dig that. Shoot, whatever helps me get by, I'll take. But right now, I'm more focus on doing my job and getting points for doing it so when I do ever eventually move up, I will have all the knowledge that I need to do so. Can't fuck up there.. no sir.

Speaking of work; Kamerin calls me while I'm at work now :D. I love it. He asked, "Mommy, what are you doing?" - So heartwarming, I needed it, badly. Made me happy and feel so loved. It made me missed him so much more, wanted his Dad to bring him up to see me at work, but the sucker wouldn't do it, (understandable).

All this moving out, and living on my own, and working again.. I totally forgot about the "Gateway to College" interview that I have on December 9th, 2009 at like 1:45 p.m. (FREAK!) I think I am so going to miss it.. I'm so fucked. I gotta think of something..

Being called "Stuck up" - Man, It doesn't really mean a damn thing when a random crumb ass trick or dude calls me that because they don't know, but when a friend, a person I consider a friend, a person I'm cool with calls me that shit.. man, I definitely get mad offended. It's plain rude and fucked up because if you were truly my friend, you wouldn't fucking call me that because you should know already that I'm nothing like that, and I'm not that at all. I don't think I'm better than anyone else. That's not my style. I just do me.

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1.Person who thinks they're better than everyone else, except within their clique of friends. Most often a stuck up person is also really fake, they are also extremely conceited.

This is taken from the Urban Dictionary at urbandictionary.com




Chill youngboul.